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Song plays

I close my eyes feel rain the absence of pain

A warmth builds a bridge between the melodic lyrics and my heart’s rhythmic beat

I hold still in the negative entropy

Imploding and exploding, a reordered collapse of the space time continuum

Like an astral projection watching a tantric dreamy dance

The song ends-light changes

Matrix returns to “normal”

I step on the gas somewhere between mechanical and automated transport

To get from here to there..while really aren’t we all already there?


Stillness exudes condensed confidence

A dichotomy of unsettled rest, or centered restlessness

To anchor the two allows a unification in the mirror between them

Revealing true peace



Within their coexistence

*A simply profound realization encapsulated by Lao Tzu, “Search your heart and see the way to do is to be.” 🙂

What if?…

The door never opened, or closed

The call was never taken, diagnosis never given

I turned the other way, walked away, left the party, went to the class, sat in another chair

Or crossed the grass, not in the dirt

Who would I be today?

Less joyous, hopeful, anxious, worried, alone?

Would the darker corners finally see the fragment of light, or shadow eclipse the bright?

Peel back the band-aids to reveal skin never scarred?

Or would I somehow remain the same, just in a different refrain?

What if amidst fate, choice, luck-there is no difference?

To the profoundly limitless potential of Spirit


Winding the corner to a widening perspective

Pinholes of light in darkened peripheral

Tears cascade crumbles of forgotten mud in cracked awakening smiles

Sinew stretches, relaxes, settles

Heartbeat steadies

Breath even

Return to peace if even just a moment

Before turned upside down again

This dance of fate and chance held in arms’ will

A cacophony of wonders running the gamut of emotions

If life be a symphony play on-til no more chords echo in the twists and turns of the marrow of my bones

Time a tapered ticket taker on the platform of never ending travel

Soul weary or taking flight

Another midnight journey-frightened delight

Wanting only to be near a friend…or the end

Stop on the tracks

Look at the mountains rolling back

Get off and run naked through the blanketed grass-feeling the blades tickle your ass

Laugh without worry or care

Be all that you dare

Stare down the walls-obstacles in disguise-really just opportunities to rise

Travel alone together

Occasionally, or on the regular

Here, there, or anywhere

Just Travel.

I keep his picture clear before me on my desk to see every day. His back turned in free, unfiltered movement-not to exclude, but to explore. A constant reminder for me to hold the space for him, while simultaneously letting him discover his own way. Parenting- the ultimate paradox, a challenging reward of investing so much with no guarantee of return…will the foundation you laid continue to solidify their steps, or will life (and their choices) create cracks upon which they stumble and fall? More importantly, did you prepare them to get up, and continue in faith and trust amidst all the soft and hardened ground? What will you be privy to in their deepest thoughts and experiences, and what will be kept from you, whether or not it should be?

A deeper space in my heart lit up when he was born, one I never knew existed, and one that can now never be extinguished. All I can do, all any of us mothers can do, is accomplish the impossible feat of being a revolving door of security, love, boundaries, and freedom…to always be there as they come and go, with one arm extended to catch, embrace and hold, and the other open wide to let them go out again on the other side.



Being believing

Doubting questioning
Free fall Faith
Birth to death

Breath between

We smile as easily as frown until we realize there is no crown, or competition to rule

You are your own sovereign, infusing life with merriment, meaning, or strife

A blink and it’s done just as it’s begun…heart full of laughter, knowing, and questions-deepened exposed, yet still mystery unfolds

Will it end, or eternally bend in a loop of souls-wondrous creation, elation, mind boggling ethereal ascension

A life is grown as much from the unknown as what is certain

We are born to live, love, learn & grow…enjoy and die-to be reborn again

For what or when only Spirit knows and with it all grows and glows

Red-Muladhara-Chakra 1

Red rover red rover send manifestation right over

A magnetic beat the rhythmic rocking of Earth’s tribal pulsating feat

Being belonging

Fluid in the space between

Oranage-Svadhisthana-Chakra 2

Creature of creation

Juices flowing desire

Purging fire

Undulating chasm creativity its own orgasm

Yellow-Manipura-Chakra 3

Will you or won’t you?

A jacket a cover a bold self to discover

Willing a purpose intense or subtle

Clandestine ego poking through the rubble

Truth of soul self’s intent purpose

Green-Anahata-Chakra 4

Strings and arrows elation and deprivation

Love of self and others

Warms the heart in union like grass taking the sun’s communion

Connect heal make whole in balance together

Blue-Vishuddha-Chakra 5

Watery expressions ebb and flow

Listen lessons to be learned for sure

How to stay silent when to be heard

Blessed as a bird in morning song

Effortless eloquence Soul Speak

Indigo-Ajna-Chakra 6

Nether here nor there

Energy transfer in between

Voices whisper images appear

Clairaudience clairvoyance

Intuitive 3rd eye

Soul’s fluid guide to abide

Violet-Sahasrara-Chakra 7

God is good

To be true to you

Different expressions of the same one source

Stay the course

Always a plan even when we don’t understand an invisible hand


Eternal bliss

So often we hear about the importance of gratitude: “A grateful heart is a happy heart”; “Less attitude, more gratitude”; “Start each day with a grateful heart”; and of course, “Give thanks”. I have always reminded myself, even in troubling times, to focus on what there is to be grateful for, and it truly does make it easier when deal with challenges-creating more peace and joy. This past week, gratitude has come more to the forefront of my attention and experience because I am reading the book Magic, by Rhonda Byrne (Author of the Secret). In this book there is a focus on the magical power of gratitude-in attitude and behavioral practice. There is a 28 day practice of daily activities to express, feel, and live in gratitude, with the expectation that the more you are grateful, the more you will have to be grateful for. It is similar to the law of attraction (what you put out you get back). I am on day 3, and already my heart feels more open, calm, joyful, and peaceful. I realized that I truly can focus even more on the positive and the many blessings in my life. Hey, and if I manifest even more great things as a result…icing on the cake.

Smile wide

Take it in stride

To your heart’s true yearning always abide

You have an unknown ride so take it to the limit

Burst at the seams with joy

Breathe in love

Exhale passion and peace upon the vapors of the world

Carrying your grateful spirit to all near it

Keep happiness by your side even if happens to slide

Remember we need the ebb and the flow of the tide

What do we tell ourselves in the quiet expanse of our innermost consciousness? Do we feel the truth of our yearnings & stirrings whispering in our blood stream, travelling to every part of our being? Do these truths create urges that become a catalyst for action, or do we close our eyes to shut down the abyss of untapped potential? What do we want, what do we fear, what are we waiting for? How many lifetimes does it take to discover who we really are, trust ourselves, think for ourselves, and be honest about it all with everyone (especially ourselves)? Even to consider these questions, unflinchingly answer them, and let those answers alter our paths means we are truth seekers on a journey of the Spirit eternal. 🕉️


March 2023


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