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Posts Tagged ‘hope

A small tap, a gentle push

A slithering, burrowing force

The effervescent inevitable rise of joy

The opposing forces of fear and trust, questioning and intuition, tear at the seams of my sanity like a rabid dog separating flesh from bone.

The stagnation of my indecision choking thicker than smoke inhalation in the burning building of what’s left of my splintered thoughts.

Each breath a dagger hanging on a thread that could release with an irrevocable vengeance with either choice.

So much love and hope eclipsed by doubt-freedom marred by unknown consequence.

PLEASE! I shout to the nameless, faceless, supposedly blameless gods…why do my prayers for a miracle at best, or guidance at the very least go unanswered?

Perhaps the silence is the answer.

In the waiting the healing and clarity will hopefully become germane.

*I wrote this during the start of the pandemic & came across it today…

Leaves fall effortlessly in the wind, or with time

Now whacked unexpectedly more topple, confused

Nearby we shelter, uncertain & hopeful-the only truths inside ourselves

Praying our limbs will still bloom-fruitful, connected as one on this tree of life

Flowers clinging as I do to my prayer

Like clutching air, yet somehow I believe as surely as I breathe, you are there

We are in your care

Blowing kisses to all in the sunshine of disaster

Preparing for a rainbow

Tear down

Erect

Reset the bone

Set the tone

worthy of the throne

Or leave me to it all alone to contemplate what must be sewn

If only a restorative drone could resurrect this home

But, alas, hands must get muddy, brow sweaty, patience tested, heart stretched, core stabilized

For all to continue to rise

Hopefully, there will be a fragment left to prize

Isn’t a miracle just looking through the lens of the possibility of magic?

Didn’t we see things that way as children-couldn’t/shouldn’t we still?

What separates the veil between awareness & belief in that world or this? Doubt

What reconnects that cord? Faith

Conscious unconsciousing

Captive to the very freedom created to disenslave

Words and bullets slice the air without a fragment of care for those spewing, or being spent

The filter of kindness replaced by hatred on tap in desperate need of a tourniquet

Ethereal bliss in the empty ether between all judgement & reckoning, where it can truly be seen that we are all one…pain can be undone, swords relinquished, hands united & people on this planet can finally have some real f*ing fun, instead of fearing for their lives at the end of a gun!

Start the day by my side because you’re already always inside

Take my hand as we traverse this land, since the energy between us is eternally an invisible band

Let me stare into the depth of the hue of you, as you open the windows to your soul like you do

Lips pressed decidedly against your cheek, as I inhale the scent of you, I have found what I seek

I Adore You!


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